"거정, 정신 차려!" - God

Have you ever had this happen to you? -

you do you qt for a few days, but what you read doesnt really make 100% sense, and it doesnt seem that applicable to life these days. so you read it, you go "ok, thanks God, but im just gonna write about w/e's on my mind this time." and you move on, not really having meditated on the Word.

That happened to me the past 2 days and today. and even stranger, it was 3 chapters in the bible, in a row, each time talking about the same thing. and each time i was like "why is the same thing repeated over and over...i'm not getting anything out of this." but recently God revealed to me why exactly He made me read the same topic over and over. Now i understand what God's been trying to teach me, and it's really an awesome thing to go through. because God really reveals to you what's wrong with you, and how crucial it is that you change.

"Yeah, you cant be acting like that, Joe. In the future, if you continue to carry yourself like that, it's gonna be ugly. and you're going to cry and ask me how this could have happened. And i'm going to tell you that i told you through QT but you didnt get it." but thankfully, now its more like "There, I revealed to you what I wanted you to know, now its on you to fix yourself so you dont mess up."

I love that crap. God just owning you. At first you're like "damnit, i suck." but then after that passes, you're like "dang. God is mad good."

i love it.
i loove it.